drowninglssons

you're too old to kid, you're too soft to rock

Mon, 06 Mar 2006 01:33:15 GMT

things just get worse and worse everyday i cant stand it and i cant understand it, idk what im going to do. so uhh i had a talk with someone special to me and it didnt really help i think that it just made things worse idk other than that there's nothing going on

Thu, 29 Sep 2005 03:11:01 GMT

R.I.P Haas

i'm really gonna miss you man!

Sat, 20 Aug 2005 03:27:59 GMT

1. Go here.
2. Pass it on.

1.~How did you meet blackgoodbyes? in school
2.~What would you do if you had never met justg1na? hmmm idk
3.~What do you honestly think of xxali_bxx? shes sweet as hell
4.~Would or did _airbear and a_fortunate_one go out? nope
5.~Have you ever liked xlaurenlynn? nope
6.~If xbamxmargerax died tomorrow, what is one thing that you would need him/her to know? that i love her and shes awesome
7.~Would angelinheaven49 and _imlovinit make a good couple? haha no
8.~Describe sw33tascandy352 in 3 words: TINA IS SWEEET
9.~Do you think aliiiiigator is hot? yes
10.~Would xbamxmargerax and x3lovmex3 make a lovely couple? nope
11.~What do you think of when you see a_fortunate_one? a faggot
12.~Tell me something humiliating about _imlovinit: hmm idk
13.~Do you know any of iamlindsay32's family members? nope dont think so
14.~What's xgrung3xx's favorite color? idk
15.~On a scale of 1-10 how cute is jemband877? 6
16.~What would you do if sixstringgod137 just professed their undying love for you? i'd tell joe he's gay
17.~What language does _airbear speak? english
18.~Who is yourcalamityx going out with? hmm idk
19.~Is zxbleachxz a boy or a girl? boy but a girly boy hahaha jk
20.~Would poizonedheartz and sixstringgod137 make a good couple? haha yea probly
21.~Who do you think neimanator321 would be great with from this list? hmm idk
22.~When was the last time you talked to aliiiiigator? a long time ago
23.~What is xlaurenlynn's favorite band? not sure
24.~Does angelinheaven49 have any siblings? nope
25.~Would you ever date iamlindsay32? nah shes cool tho
26.~Would you ever date sw33tascandy352? haha probly tinas sweeeet
27.~Is neimanator321 single? nope
28.~What is xgrung3xx's last name? schmidt
29.~What is poizonedheartz's middle name? idk
30~What is xxali_bxx's fantasy? not enough time to explain
31.~Where does zxbleachxz live? masonic and utica
32.~Would you make out with blackgoodbyes? hmm idk
33.~Are justg1na and iamlindsay32 best friends? nope
34.~Does sw33tascandy352 like xgrung3xx? they're friends
35.~How did you meet poizonedheartz? she lives across the street from my grandma
36.~Is aliiiiigator older than you? i dont think she is
37.~Is x3lovmex3 the sexiest person alive? she wishes

haha idk i got bored so i did that

find an easier way of dying, before you get murdered

Sun, 17 Jul 2005 05:54:04 GMT

well i've been thinking deeply lately and theres a lot on my mind that i would like to share with people but i don't want to do it over a live journal or anything because i like have conversations that actually have purposes it's a lot better than the casual hey, whats up man conversation but other then that today i went to the fair with joe met up with ryan and eric and then we called corey and he came up there and then we saw tina and brandi and we all hung out and it was pretty sweet so yea thats about it for now

ehhh.....

Wed, 13 Jul 2005 06:05:51 GMT

sooo today i went with inmost fear to toledo for their show and it was fuckin sweet man they did really good. but those ohio kids are fuckin assholes but who gives a shit. well other than that nothings really been going on. we played a show last friday and it went really good, that was until a few people i know including justin got arrested. i cant believe that it happened. but yea that really sucks because now we cant jam or play shows or anything for a long ass time, fuck that really blows dude, but o well nothing we can do about it but yea i'll update more for now on but yea im gonna go now

Wed, 08 Jun 2005 19:14:04 GMT

we have 3 of our songs posted on purevolume so everybody go and listen thats about it for now nothing too interesting to update about besides that

Tue, 07 Jun 2005 03:11:04 GMT

Music list
List six of your current favorite songs, and tag six people to do this too.
1. Underoath-short of daybreak
2. across five aprils- a million miles to montreal
3. the doors- five to one
4. it dies today- the heart string fallacy
5. Underoath- letting go of tonight
6. the door- L.A. woman
hmm..I tag:
1. corey
2. ryan
3. erin
4. tina
5. eric
6. lauren

these walls have fallen apart

Sun, 05 Jun 2005 15:59:50 GMT

so yea we played that show friday and it went pretty good. Everyone seemed to like us. We did buy the live demo and it sounded like complete shit, so we're not posting it. Uhhh seen a lot of cool people at our show though so that made me happy. But uh other than that i dont really know nothing has really been going on. so im gonna go now bye

Thu, 02 Jun 2005 02:21:58 GMT

SHOW THIS FRIDAY AT THE ROSEVILLE THEATRE...
WE GO ON AT 8
AND IF YOU BUY A TICKET FROM US ITS
IF YOU BUY AT THE DOOR ITS 10

FUCKING BE THERE OR YOUR NOT MY FRIEND!

so yet again...

Wed, 04 May 2005 22:23:00 GMT

so yet again we are fucked over in posting our shit. It's really starting to piss me off. this is the second time that we tried to get our shit posted and it didnt happen. idk what we are gonna do but somehow we will get shit posted. other than that nothing else has really been going on with me. so yea thats it for now later.

and when they find her on the shore

Thu, 21 Apr 2005 19:23:18 GMT

i went to the show last night and it was really good even tho we walked in in the middle of fear before's set but we only missed two songs so its alright but then hopesfall came on and fuckin sucked so we didnt listen we went and sat on the couch then the chariot was on and they did fuckin sweet like usual and that was good cuz i was in the front then underoath came on and it was awesome and the new song is fuckin sweet as hell and they played angel below i couldnt believe it but all in all it was a badass show and im glad that i got to go and tonight coreys staying the night then tomorrow we're leaving early for chicago which shall be sweet so yea thats about it for this update

Tue, 05 Apr 2005 02:45:32 GMT

ok soo today was my birthday and i didnt really do much went to school and i was soo tired and bored it sucked so i came home justin called me and said that we were practicing so we practiced and it was sweet we pretty much got it down now and we're working on a new song now so thats sweet and yea so practice all week cuz we hav a mini show on saturday for my brothers hockey party or whatever idk its still gonna be off the chain but yea thats all for now later

All About The Titanic

Sat, 26 Mar 2005 16:57:55 GMT

fuckin break is sweet so far man on thursday i went to guitar center with joe and my dad came to pick me up and he bought me a pa and a good mic and then i brought my shit to coreys and me corey and ryan tested it out sounds fuckin sweet then on friday i called justin at like 1030 to see when he was coming over for practice so then he came over at like 1130 or 12 and we just jammed and shit and we made a new song and its fuckin kool as hell man i love it its awesome so then we walked to coreys moms and we heard alyssa screamin justin so we went to her and tina and marisa were there so we hung out with them for a while and then we went back to coreys dads and jammed to our 2 songs again and we were on perfectly man it sounded soooo good and then me and corey went to inmost fear which was pretty good and then i stayed the night there now im here and im about to go get ready cuz i hav to go to my grandmas in like an hour

she simply will not die...

Mon, 21 Mar 2005 00:31:40 GMT

yea so this weekend was fuckin badass man on friday just hung out with ryan and corey here and my house and we jumped on the trampoline and listened to music and watched some movies then saturday we woke up and went to coreys house and justin and ryan jammed and then we all jammed to memphis haha turns out i can sing and that im now the lead singer in the band and justin moved to guitar so thats fucking badass man im so glad i can help them and be in a band at the same time so we did that then me eric ryan and justin all left eds at like midnight and went to kims cuz there wasnt enough room at eds so then we just stayed up watching movies it was pretty sweet then today i woke up there then we went back to eds to meet corey and then ryan and justin jammed then we all jammed for a little then me corey and justin worked on the first song after we jammed we went back to kims to eat and stuff but then we all ended up leaving and thats pretty much it for my weekend

you want to say so much but you're afraid you might say what you mean

Thu, 17 Mar 2005 00:44:15 GMT

well nothings ben going on really except last week was fucking insane i went to it dies today and the chariot last tuesday that was fuckin amazing then on thursday i went and seen norma jean, unearth, and atreyu and i really thought that norma jean did really really good, then on friday i went to the taste of chaos and that was pretty sweet mcr didnt do that good but o well underoath fuckin tore it up man easily the best band there all in all it was a good concert but then saturday ryan and joe came over and we just chilled it was sweet sunday didnt do anything then met up with corey and ryan at the mall and seen fat albert it was an alright movie i thought it would be better than yesterday just skool and today skool then i went to the thrift store and i got a shirt but there was like nothing there so that sucked but now im just sitting here doing nothing and it fuckin sucks cuz im really really bored o well im gonna go now

Tue, 08 Mar 2005 20:23:48 GMT

Name- josh
Birthday- april 4th
Birthplace- detroit michigan
Current Location- warren

Eye Color- brown
Hair Color- blonde
Height- 5'10"
Righty or Lefty- right
Zodiac sign- aries
Innie or Outie- innie.
Your Heritage- irish, french, german and indian
The Shoes You Wore Today – blue duffs
Weakness- idk
Fears- dying
Perfect Pizza- cheese and pepperoni
Style- myself
Music- too many to name
Make-up – what
Bodyart- sure?
Wearing- the bled shirt and jeans
Listening to- lounge act-nirvana
Thinking – wow im fuckin bored

======================================

Last thing you

Bought- lunch
Ate and drank – chicken sandwhich and fries
Watched on TV- boy meets world
Read – idk

=======================================

What is

First thoughts waking up – im fuckin tired
First feature you notice of the opposite sex – eyes
Best physical feature – everythin uhh idk
Bedtime – whever i fall asleep
Most missed memory- hanging with the gang
=====================================

Either or

Club or houseparty- houseparty
Tea or coffee- coffee
Achiever or slacker- slacker
Beer or cider- idk i dont like beer but ciders ok
Drinks or shots- fifths by the whole
Cats or dogs- dogs
Single or taken – single
Pen or pencil- pen
Gloves or mittens- gloves
Food or candy- food
Cassette or CD- cd.
Coke or Pepsi- pepsi
Hard or mild alcohol- hard as a brick wall
Matches or a lighter- lighter.
Sunset beach or the bold and the beautiful- huh?
Ricki Lake or Oprah Winfrey- jerry springer
McDonald's or Burger King- mcdonalds breakfast but not there lunch
Single or Group Date- i wouldnt know
Adidas or Nike- payless shoes
Chocolate or Vanilla- chocolate
Cappuccino or coffee- cappuccino

====================================

Do you

Smoke – not really
Curse – yea
Sing well – not really
Think you have been in love- never had the chance
Want to go to college- yea
Like high school- its ok i guess
Want to get married- yeah
Type with fingers on right keys- yup
Get motion sickness – no
Think your attractive – i dont think so
Think you're a health freak- no
Get along with parents- sometimes
Like thunderstorms- yeah

=========================================

Have you ever

Dated one of your best friends- never dated
Loved somebody so much it makes you cry- nope
Drank alcohol – not once hahahahaha jk
Done drugs- yeah
Broken the law- sure
Ran away from home- no
Broken a bone- nope
Cheated on a test- no
Skinny dipped- ehh im not sure
Played truth or dare- yeah
Flashed someone- no
Mooned someone- yeah.
Kissed someone you didn't know- kinda
Been on a talk/game show- no
Been in a fight- not really
Ridden in a fire truck- nope
Been on a plane- yeah
Come close to dying- kinda when me and corey almost got hit by a train
Cheated on your boy/girlfriend- never had a gf
Gave someone a piggy back/shoulder ride- yeah
Eaten a worm/mud pie- no wtf kinda question is that
Swam in the ocean- yea a few times
Had a nightmare/dream that made you wake up- never dream
Played a game that required removal of clothing- no i dont think so
Been trashed or completely intoxicated- nope i dont recall haha jk yea a couple times
Been caught- no
Shoplifted- no

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Who do you want to

Kill – myself
Hear from – anyone who wants to talk
Get really wasted with – the gang
Look like – myself
Be like- god
Avoid- myself
Make out with- idk any offers?
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Last person who and when

Touched- ummm
Talked to- my brother
Hugged- umm i dont remember
IMed- i cant remember
Kissed- i dont remember
Who broke your heart- hmmmm
You broke their heart- probly nobodys

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Where do you

Eat- mostly my house
Dance- idk dont think i hav in a while
Cry- when and where i feel like it
Wish you were- cool
Have the most fun at- idk with my friends
Have the worst time at- not sure

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What is

The most embarrassing CD in your collection- idk
Your bedroom like- trashed cuz im fuckin cool
Your favorite thing for breakfast- Mcdonalds
Your favorite thing for lunch- not sure
Your favorite thing for dinner- steak
Your favorite Restaurant- idk a steak house
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Are you

A vegetarian- no
Good student- kinda
Good at sports- i used to be then i quit and got fat as hell
Good singer- not really
Good actor- idk never tried
Deep sleeper- yea
Good dancer- no
Outgoing- maybe
Story teller- o hell yea
Good girlfriend/boyfriend- i wouldnt know

idc if you read this or not

Fri, 04 Mar 2005 02:46:28 GMT

yea so nothing happened today i was just thinking about shit all day and its not good when i do that cuz i get sad a lot when i do that and i hate it it really makes me mad cuz i feel like im making my self sad even tho its not really me its just things that are going on but idk i dont like it thats for sure but i mean i cant just talk to anyone about this its wierd i can only talk deep with some people its really wierd and im just writing in this to see if it helps me feel better but idk i think im gonna go later

Sun, 27 Feb 2005 20:14:02 GMT

hey,
nothing much going on but im gonna update about my weekend friday was fucking amazing me and paul went to fear before and they fuckin kicked ass so did the chiodos i loved it man then my dad picked us up and dropped us off at the lions club and synapse was playing then inmost fear and that was fucking amazing they tore shit up it was so much fun i loved it then i went home with corey and pretyy much just went to sleep... then yesterday i didnt do much all day then me and corey went up to belle tire to meet erin,allison, and becky, but when we got there they werent there yet so me and corey played some ddr, then we seen haas and talked to him for a few then we found erin,allison, and becky then we went skating and listened to the band it was pretty fun, i seen justine and same which i havnt seen either of them in forever... well today not much is going on joes over now and yea thats about it sorry for the long update later

Tue, 15 Feb 2005 01:37:00 GMT

hand in mine, into your icy blues
and then i'd say to you we could take to the highway
with this trunk of ammunition too
i'd end my days with you in a hail of bullets

i'm trying, i'm trying
to let you know just how much you mean to me
and after all the the things we put each other through and

i would drive on to the end with you
a liquor store or two keeps the gas tank full
and i feel like there's nothing left to do
but prove myself to you and we'll keep it running

but this time, i mean it
i'll let you know just how much you mean to me
as snow falls on desert sky
until the end of everything
i'm trying, i'm trying
to let you know how much you mean
as days fade, and nights grow
and we go cold

until the end, until this blood
until this, i mean this, i mean this
until the end of...

i'm trying, i'm trying
to let you know how much you mean
as days fade, and nights grow
and we go cold

but this time, we'll show them
we'll show them all how much we mean
as snow falls on desert sky
until the end of every...

all we are, all we are
is bullets i mean this

as lead rains, will pass on through our phantoms

forever, forever
like scarecrows that fuel this flame we're burning
forever, and ever
know how much i want to show you you're the only one
like a bed of roses there's a dozen reasons in this gun

and as we're falling down, and in this pool of blood
and as we're touching hands, and as we're falling down
and in this pool of blood, and as we're falling down
i'll see your eyes, and in this pool of blood
i'll meet your eyes, i mean this forever

Mon, 14 Feb 2005 00:27:33 GMT

Love and Sex With Your Friends by dannygrl0129
Username
Sex
Favorite Color
Love of your life:	zxbleachxz
Best sex of your life:	_airbear
Will make you come 1000 times:	sw33tascandy352
Will break your heart:	xbamxmargerax
Best Kisser:	poizonedheartz
Best cuddler:	iamlindsay32
You secretly dream of:	xxali_bxx
But this person dreams of you:	silver_pennies
Will handcuff you and screw you silly:	a_fortunate_one

Quiz created with MemeGen!

Tue, 08 Feb 2005 00:07:16 GMT

Fri, 04 Feb 2005 23:18:20 GMT

ok soo im a little pissed off cuz every time i like a girl nothing happens because they either hav a bf or they like somebody else or something to that effect and im really getting tired of it i know this is lame but idc and dont worry im not mad at you... you know who you are im just kinda dissapointed but whatever this is a pointless entry later

blah blah blah

Wed, 02 Feb 2005 20:58:03 GMT

hey im bored so im deciding to update yea nothing really has been going on lately but friday i hav to show up at my grandmas and meet relatives from texas i hvnt seen since i was 5 and dont even remember... but after that im hoping i can go to the inmost fear show so yea that should be kool dont know what else im doing over the weekend so let me know if you want to do something

show maddness

Fri, 28 Jan 2005 00:58:10 GMT

theres a lot of shows coming up like it dies today, then fear before and then norma jean and atreyu and then taste of chaos then sometime in april the chariot, underoath and fear before are touring together but what sucks is my dads a fuckign dick and wont let me go to it dies today cuz hes says its a bad fucking are what a fucking dick dude then i cant go to taste of chaos so that kinda sucks but o well just thought i would update cuz i am reaaaly bored but hey nobody cares but somebody please comment in this thing cuz nobody ever does

i dont even think anyone reads this thing so why do i bother

Mon, 10 Jan 2005 05:09:30 GMT

well today nothing really happend i woke up at justins played some poker with him and eric then eric left than it took forever for my mom to finally come get me but then i came home and did nothing really but i just realized today that i hav some real anger problems especially when my mom and dad piss me off i always throw and break things and i think my mom sed that shes putting me in anger management classes but im not really sure on that because i really wasnt listening that much so idk maybe she didnt say that but whatever im gonna go